I think there are a few things on my mind. Girls, i dont think is a major factor any more, however it would be nice to have a cuddle every so often.
I am in an unusual situation at Uni. I started in September doing 8 modules and will finish in May with 8 modules. It's begging to piss me off that people 'have too much work' doing 4 or 5 modules or with an honours component. I am meant to be in Uni
- Mon 9-8
- Tues 9-5
- Weds 9-11
- Thurs 10-6
- Fri 3-4
Becuase of the amount of work I have, I feel guilty about going out, my social life right now if Karaoke and Road Trip. Bar freshers week I have been out twice in 8 weeks.... This is getting my very down. As much as I can keep to myself, I do need people around me. My of my friends seem to have a lot of issues themselves, and I feel I can't really talk about how I am feeling. As well, my friendship group has shrunk alot, don't get me wrong, I love the guys I hang round with. I just need to expose myself to more different people. I am fairly fed up of talking about the SU constantly.... grrrrr
Money.... the vain of everyone's exsitance. p Student Finacne has really fucked me over this year. Firstly my grant amount got reduced down to around £2000. I knew what this was for and my mum has changed this. Then they said you can have your loan on this day. I ring them up on this day and say where is it. I needed to sign a form, which I didnt receive for 2 days afterwards.... Great. As well, they started looking into my earnings from last year, all because I filled in a question wrong. My loan came in and I paid a bit off my rent (thankfully I am with Brookes who take 3 or 6 installments a year rather than monthly), but I am still waiting for them to process they grant side of things. Not sure how long this will take.
I took a job at pizza hut in August, this is now my last week. I always know I would work it till my work load became too much. Cos of all the SLC cr@p, the money I earnt from pizza hut has kept me going. I have barely spent any money either. I have only earnt £511 (as of mid oct) from pizza hut in 2/3 months. Yes all of it is gone, some went into the bank most went on living for 2/3 months. Not too bad I think. So I have learnt not to spend unwisely recently.
So in general, I am down because... stress from uni, money worries, lack of social time, and lets quote Green Day "the lack of sex is bringing me down".